Day 9

Well this is sucking a little! I feel frustrated today. I can see the point, but 63 days without sex is looking a little....dull?

Who'd have thought that sex could be viewed as so much of a fun, recreational activity over the passionate mixture of love and emotion it should be.

Guess thats why they call it "casual"

Challenge Day 7

Give me sex!!!!

Ok, so i got told today that i've become more agressive. Its got to be due to my body not being able to release the testosterone. I'm sleeping slightly less, and dreaming more. Can't remember what i dreamt about last night.

I'm seeing the pure volume of sexual content on TV as well. This is an eye opener

Acceptance

Hey guys, hope y'all are enjoying the bank holiday weekend.

Currently i'm at my parents, and i decided to go through my old wardrobe, y no, reminisce a little. I found an old set of photo's of my ex and a trip we took out once.

For the first time in years, i was able to look, have a bit of a smile and the thoughts weren't the old "you bitch, you broke my heart, why can't we go back to the old times" it was all "i remember that, good times."

It made me realise that so much of life we are striving for more, to be "bigger, better, faster stronger," that we only concentrate on the negatives. As postulated in "the Power of Now," don't let your past define your future, let you define your future.

So i won't burn these photo's. I'll file them away and reflect on "good times"

MC-day 4

So i dreamt a lot about pulling girls last night which was a little disturbing. Normally i dream of pulling guys ;)

I feel a little fuzzy today, higher energy but less alert.

The new challenge

So a mate of a mate went 72 days without masturbation-follow it here for my journey

Currently on day 2, no real effects so far...

PUA in the making

So I'm walking back with a (Venti) Caramel Frap, ipod on, chillin in the sun. Walking towards me is an 11yr old, he's holding hands with two girls, and a third is holding hands with one of the other girls. Walking behind the kid is his mate, alone. He looks cool, chatting to all 3 girls. As i draw close he looks at me:

Him: Hey mate
Me: Yes bud
Him: You want one of my girlfriends?
Me: Haha, i'm good, but your buddy might be able to help you out

I've never seen a shy kids face light up so much.

Me: Have fun guys & girls

Now to me, the first kid is destined to be a player, but maybe i gave the shy guy a chance to be a PUA.